OMG i soooo need a FUCKIN  job!! i am sooo used to working 50 hours a week, and it is driving me NUTS to not work at all!!

So not much to say right at this point in time!! which is probably a good thing!! lol!!

Leave me some love kids!!

Keegan

OK......... so i totally think that it is time to give up on men!!!! i cant find just ONE to freakin treat me like i am not a SEX OBJECT!! ok so dont get me wrong sex is freakin GREAT!! but is that the only thing men want from me??? its not like i am fun... or strong.... or i have a personality?? FUCK what good would all that do me??

YEA so i am tired of ben thinkin all i do is lie!!! I DONT LIE!! I DIDNT EGG HIS FUCKING TRUCK I HAVE NOT LIED TO HIS PUNK ASS IN MONTHS!!! oh man why does it bug me so much that he thinks that???? i mean i dont know........i think that i should move to texas and totally move on with my life!! start from scratch!! you know??? i mean i am not depressed about it anymore... i just feel like kansas is not doing it for me!!! yea i have a ton of friends i would miss horribly!! but ill take jen with me!! lol!!! i just cant handle alll the drama here anymore!! you would think that after highschool people would just grow up!!??? But that just does not happen. In fact i think that people get more immature the older they get!! OH WELL!!

I guess i just want to find a happy medium in my life instead of these ups and downs!!

LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!! i need it!!

Keegan

I just dont understand why it is that some people decide to make things worse for me. I really wish that i could just go like a WEEK with no one trying to upset me you know?? I guess i wish for things that are out of  my reach. i mean i wont lie... i have been doing ALOT better!! i have been hanging out with jennie and i have been having a ton of FUN!! but for some reason there seems to be those few people that completely ruin my mood no matter what mood i am in!!

Oh well if someone wants to be with me then i hope they are taking the moves to get there!! I just want someone to look at me and go "wow... what a beautiful girl... i wish i was with her!" .. THEN i want them to go after me, and not hurt me like all the other guys i have been with!!

LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!!

Keegan Marie